Encouraged by one of my patients to do a 54-day novena, I step back into a Catholic ritual well known to me as a child, but now as distant as my 14 years away from the Church. This blog chronicles my inner journey during the novena and an attempt to heal my heart of the issues that caused me to leave the Church.
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Day 2: Understanding the 54-Day Novena
I decided to check into what this novena actually is....here's what I found:
The Novena consists of 5 decades of the Rosary each day for 27 days in petition; then immediately 5 decades each day for 27 days in thanksgiving, whether or not the request has been granted. 1st day meditate on the Joyful Mysteries; 2nd day the Sorrowful Mysteries; 3rd day the Glorious Mysteries; 4th day meditate again on the Joyful Mysteries; and so on.
J: Joyful Mysteries are recited on this day of your novena.
S: Sorrowful Mysteries are recited on this day.
G: Glorious Mysteries are recited on this day.
So, I was ready to venture through the sorrowful mysteries this morning. I checked my coat pocket....I had left the rosary in the car from my trip.
Realization #1: you don't need the actual rosary to say the rosary.
I hopped online. There were bunches of rosaries being said on Utube. Here's my favorite:
I researched a little more. For each bead on the rosary is an event to visualize and ponder. As I read each point of sorrow, I became immersed in the experience of Christ's suffering.
Wow, this is going to be more powerful than I realized.
What I didn't expect was the welling of emotion as I read each point of sorrow while the rosary was being recited on the video. Christ's dread of what was to happen, the emotional pain of his betrayal, the tremendous physical suffering, and His Mother's heartbreak at seeing Her Son fulfill the Word brought me to tears.
I was overcome.
I was grateful for His sacrifice.
I was amazed that Christ did this.
For me...and for you.
Day 2...the tip of the iceburg of understanding...
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